I’d rather not know….

….when you’re going to break my heart.

If you could just do it without disrupting my spirit. My self esteem. My happy. Our “Us”.

I’d rather not know – or notice – when your consistency changes. When your chase turns into a chore.

I’d rather not know – when you know I’m not the one or worth it.

I’d rather not know what you really think of me – or when you want out.

Just go. Say you’re coming right back. But don’t.

Because once I know – I’m ruined. At least temporarily.

#30Layers30Days Writing Challenge

Entry for Nov. 16